Jzilmore

"Liam!" Alex shouted, jumping up from his place and chasing after his beloved boyfriend. "Eddy, what's going on?" Charlie asked, his brow furrowed as he watched his best friend weave through the busy restaurant. "I have no idea darling, maybe Liam's sick?" Ed murmured, worrying his lip.  "No...that's not what it looked like...Do you know something you're not telling me?" Charlie asked, his voice sounding little and slightly hurt.  "No baby, I'd never lie to you! Now come and have a cuddle hmm?" Ed suggested, patting his lap and smiling as Charlie hopped into it, nestling in the warmth of his chest. Tom, meanwhile, sat in the co

Springsong -- --Ben's POV -- This…thing him and Tom have going on right now is really fucking complicated. It's been what, three months since Tom called him and the pair had been reunited. And yeah, they saw each other every now again. They always ended up fucking and it was always good, but that was all it was. Just sex. He couldn't believe he was upset by that, hell he was Benjamin Cook - hook-ups defined him. He was all about sex, why was this any different? Because it was Tom of course. Ben closed his eyes slowly, trying not to let his thoughts confuse him. What was he so freaked about? It had been over thinking that

--Tom-- Ed was out with Fawn as usual, and so Tom was sat alone.   Again.  On a Saturday night.  And really this had just happened too many times and he couldn't deal with it anymore. Nobody was ever there for him nowadays.  The cold flakes outside were slowly sticking to his window, and as he saw the crystal patterns emerging he remembered last years snowfall.  Him and Ben curled up together, rushing outside to toss snowballs and roll around, make angels in the slush and beam at one another.  Then they had gone inside, taken off their wet layers and sat beside the fire, bodies entwined as they sat c

Ed woke to the sound of his loud ringtone. Rubbing his eyes groggily he picked up the thin phone and answered, knowing who it would be.  "Ed. I can't do it anymore." Alex's sentences were short, clipped down the phone line.  Ed sighed, sitting up as he prepared for another long conversation.  "What happened this time?"  "I was washing shirts and he started yelling his head off cause his tetris nerd shirt went all green."  Alex explained.  Ed rolled his eyes, it was always like this. Charlie and Alex had been married 5 years, and they always argued over the most stupid things in the world.  "So nothing

"Please...don't tell Charlie." Ed whispered, pulling himself away from Tom.  "Ed, Charlie's my best friend in the world, your not honestly asking me to not tell him your cheating on him?!?" Alex spluttered, indecision filling him as he looked at the two boys.  "It wasn't what it looked like, please. You know how upset he'll be." Ed pointed out, tears pouring from his eyes as he looked at Alex and Liam. Tom meanwhile, awkwardly stood up and walked out.  "Um, I'll leave you guys alone...I wanna talk to Tom about all this." Liam murmered quietly, walking out into the hallway with a sigh.  "Alex, please. It wont happen aga

Turning away, I watched as his figure faded from my peripheral vision. Liquid fell slowly onto my cheek and I headed down the tree lined street. Was it raining? I glanced up at the sky, but it was a clear blue, not a single dark cloud threatening to let loose moisture onto the grimy streets. A tear. Oh. It had been years since I cried. I didn't cry, it was a personal rule. But here I was, letting my emotions create salt tracks down my cheeks. A part of me knew he was still standing there, just a few yards behind me. I could so easily turn back and rush into his arms. Be held safe and warm, while he wiped my tears. Let him slip the ring I had

"Michael you need a dog." Ed announced as he tripped over a cat sitting on his friends floor. "But I have cats! Why would I want dogs?" Michael smiled affectionately at a cat sitting on a nearby desk.  Ed sneezed violently as the cat ran past him.  "Im allergic, and puppies are cute! We should go buy one." Ed suggested, wrapping his arm around Michael's waist.  "I dunno....I guess we can go look." Ed nodded, kissing his lover gently. Michael smiled as they broke apart, still wrapped in Ed's arms.  "Okay, let's go" Ed smiled, walking towards the car and opening the drivers seat for Michael.  "Such a gentleman." M

Tom sat bolt upright in his chair, snapped out of his reverie by the sound of a key in the lock. He turned his head as a man walked into the room in which he sat. Small and dark haired, the new arrival strode towards the bluenette, who stood up to greet him. Tom flashed a small smile, but it soon slipped from his face, replaced by the worried frown he had worn for the past 24 hours. He couldn't help it; guilt and worry raced around his head, worry for what Ed and Charlie would think, guilt for leaving them both... Ed snatched his phone as it vibrated, showing an incoming call. He had been sat for the past hour with his head in his hands, not

Honeybee, dont cry. Softly softly now, breath nice and calm. Shhh, shhhh, try not to shake so much, Dont worry, beautiful, I'm here. I was expecting it, yes, and no I'm not angry. You hadnt spoken for  a while. Sweet honey, when will you be ok again? Shhhhh, dont cry. I'll always be here. He left us, but I'll always be here. Yes, sweet Amy, I hope this is the last time, 6 times in a year, and you're still breathing, its a miracle in all this, sugar bee. Maybe a little angry, but only with myself. I thought i had them well hidden, my broken Amy. And its in my head, sweetie, replaying. Those empty packets, and your empty face.

Safe Tom was running. Running as fast as he could, trying to get away. He didn't even know who he was running from. He just knew he had to leave. He was afraid of who ever it was that was behind him. Sweat was dripping from his shoulder blades and down his tired body. He made unsteady steps and with every one he feared losing his ballance and crumpling to the wet cold ground benath him. He stopped and looked around to see if he could find some sort of shelter to hide. But everywhere he looked all he saw was dark. His breathing was uneven and fastend. His inhales were short and panicked for he knew what was to happen. And then he he

Charlie was sitting by the kitchen table, waiting. Where could Alex be? He once again checked the clock, it was almost midnight and his boyfriend was out. It had started a few months ago, Alex going out and not really tell Charlie where he'd been when he got home. Charlie would always sit up waiting for Alex, just like he did this night. He heard a key in the locker to the front door and a few seconds later Alex was walking in. Charlie stood up and walked over to the older boy. "Hello love, how's it been?" he asked and kissed Alex on the lips, but the shorter boy didn't return it. Charlie looked at him, a bit confused. "Is there something